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Quitting Facebook…
Well. It’s done. I have quit facebook. Only temporarily but nonetheless it’s a stand for my own sense of time. I just realised recently that there’s too much stuff stuff and stuff on there, too much noise, too many people … Continue reading
Blah blah blah and meh
Urgh what’s up with me? There’s nothing wrong with me either. I appear to be grumpy but I’m not, I’m just meh. Very meh. Meh in a cant give a fuck meh way. I feel strong inside, so strong I … Continue reading
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Intrigue
Hmm tonight we went to see two movies. In the first she sat where I have so many times; feeling the electricity and chemistry, wanting skin to skin contact, but not daring to move. I waited her out. Put my … Continue reading
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I can’t believe I’m saying this, but..
…girls appear to be like boys! So there was the date on the weekend, she said it was perfect…but now, nothing. Sigh. I’m pushing through with my rocky heart.
Men. Aren’t they so bloody predictable. Today one of James’s friends realises I’m suddenly seeing girls. I get a message on Facebook: ‘Girls?‘…. Yes, very eloquent. So I reply, and he wants details. So I tell him I still love … Continue reading
Well thats interesting…
Had a date last night. And she was completely lovely. We talked about things I’ve never talked about on a first date with a man before…past relationships, our needs, what we’re looking for. It was chilled and…. honest. Something you … Continue reading
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Please hold, your call cannot be taken right now…
I put my life on hold for you James, I can see that now so clearly. With Alan I put my life on hold until I was good enough for him, but with you I put what was good enough … Continue reading
I wish I could …
I wish I could figure out why I so long to be with someone, why I want to be completed when I’m already whole, and how I can forget the pain that comes with being in a partnership. Being single … Continue reading
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Embracing Contradiction
Originally posted on A Boy and Her Dog:
Roman mosaic – Conimbriga, Portugal My mother was a bully. She was abusive. I thought it was my fault. She wanted a normal child and she got me instead. My mother felt…
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The Interrupted Butterfly 