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Alas! The Diamonds of Rings on New Years Eve!

*Sigh* I’m writing this with a heavy confused, frustrated, perplexed, annoyed, sad heart. Two of my friends have just got engaged, others have had new babies (inmost cases, the second) and partnerships are strengthening. There should be a manual for … Continue reading

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I should just say…

That A and I broke up. Well something like that. As much as I liked her, prior to my long holiday she just was back and forth…breaking up with me then wanting to get back together when I said ‘goodbye’…sigh. … Continue reading

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Inspiration Contemplation

Inspiration Contemplation Inspiration of curves that flow like liquid through fingertips of life and moment. Corridor feelings pushed aside for contemplation, for inspired moments. Heart filling lungs breathing you in through the life of me. Strife flows through fingertips like … Continue reading

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Today I’m a bit lost in you

Last night was surreal. All moments of madness and spiralling and pure physicality and an opposing me. I was watching myself with you as if in a dream. Intoxicated by your control and overwhelmed by your loss of control, pulled … Continue reading

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I can’t believe I’m saying this, but..

…girls appear to be like boys! So there was the date on the weekend, she said it was perfect…but now, nothing. Sigh. I’m pushing through with my rocky heart.

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Doubtable dating…

Here’s the scenario…you go out with someone, they text you after to say it was perfect. Then, their messages become weird and refined and withdrawn, and you think…what happened inbetween perfect and go away? Dating is fickle, but if can … Continue reading

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Men. Aren’t they so bloody predictable. Today one of James’s friends realises I’m suddenly seeing girls. I get a message on Facebook: ‘Girls?‘…. Yes, very eloquent. So I reply, and he wants details. So I tell him I still love … Continue reading

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Well thats interesting…

Had a date last night. And she was completely lovely. We talked about things I’ve never talked about on a first date with a man before…past relationships, our needs, what we’re looking for. It was chilled and…. honest. Something you … Continue reading

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Please hold, your call cannot be taken right now…

I put my life on hold for you James, I can see that now so clearly. With Alan I put my life on hold until I was good enough for him, but with you I put what was good enough … Continue reading

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The idea of you. I just realised today that the missing of James has become less about James the person, and more about James the ideal. That’s how I know I’ve moved on. Goodbye James. The idea of you. This … Continue reading

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